argg!got 11 points when i got 6 for prelims:(so hard to take it in!!!really feelin sad lousy and stupid now:(wonderin why i am so lousy?wat or who am i actually?did so well in sch but.haiz.really hope i can get in vjc:(really feels wierd now.really scared that ppl will see me differently alr.its really hard when everyone and everywhere is so competitve.why am i like this???really heart wrenching.its like i noe i gotta thank God but it seems so hard to do that i am really hurt andf feelin the pain:(the disappointments on my tchrs faces made me feel like cryin:(why?why?really scared that frenz and mayb ppl that i may fall in love with or like will treat me differently.it seems like my world is crumbling.well.i jux have to accept it rite???was thinkin through it ytd.and i really believe God has somethin in mind for me.it cannot be that HE jux wants to make fun of me rite?my God is a loving God:o
HE gave me His hand so that i can cling on Him
HE gave me His heart so that i can trust Him
HE gave me His life so that i can live eternally
HE gave me His ears so that i can cry out to Him
My God is more than a Man to me
even if my world crumbles
i know heaven's gates are open for me
let me jux bow my heart before His throne
thank Him whether good or bad
praise Him for lovin me
for my God is more than a Man to me
I needed Jesus @ | 7:55 PM
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