yay!!!!!!!!!!!i got into VJC. VICTORIA THY SON AM I!!!!! must really thank God for showing me such grace and mercy. thank Him for showing such a miracle, when all was lost, it became possible through Him.haha.thanx for all your prayers oso. hopefully i will be able to be a good testimony wherever i go. sch has been quite ok.fun at times and wierd with gals around.haha.some gal borrowed my shirt and returned it washed clean. with perfumes sprayed on it oso.haha.mayb that is the good things bout gals.lookin 4ward to the hols and my beloved brother is gonna POP le!!!!yay!!!!!!hopefully he gets where he wanna go to.and he gets to come home on weekdays.nites to slp beside me.hahahah.so long didn chat with him through the nite and i really miss that man.ONe and ONLy brother.forever the best and the best brother to me. i really envy him for being so talented in stuff, like studies music and havin the naughty boy look.haha.but well.i not jealous of him.in fact, i thank God for such a wonderful brother given to me.really.we are on par on other stuff la.hahaha.really wish that he stays happy always and always.that God will always and always be the centre of his life.i will be praying for him always:)that is such love between us that when one cries, the other taste salt.haha

i have learnt to let go.really. its too pain to secretly love some1. and i thnk i am too young.its pain though.but what to do.gave her so so so mant hints and then no response.so its ok.take it as a learnin and growin process of life.i believe that God will provide as long as i stay faithful to Him and pray bout it.i still think i hav feelins for her though.anw.Blessed be the name of the Lord