hahaha..1st paper over today..not a very good one though...dun think an A or B is possible..haiz...8 more days to go..then its..wah...super shiok..haha..anw..i dunno why i wanna do well so badly?why?i really wanna do well...but sometimes i jux don't get the grades i thought i would....but i wanna let ppl know i really tried my best..sometimes im really not meant to be the perfect student teachers always want me to...but its really my best..i feel the disappointment whenever i don't do well..really..not because i have not tried my best...but the disappointment in the faces of my teachers are just too pain...i don't want anyone to feel sad because of me... the release of the O level results still haunts me whenever i get back results...it hurts when im so close of that perfect score..all was broken by the language i used everyday...i know my results are always a source if disappointment...but i promise...i will do my best...NIL SINE LABORE