REN AN

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i dream that i stand upon this stage.practicing and rehearsing.perfecting every single move..aiming for a flawless and perfect act..aiming for something no one can point an accusing finger at, saying i am wrong or it's not to their liking..there is no audience watching..i rather be performing for myself than other people..but they just keep coming and coming..saying what i am doing is not good enough..saying that i should do this and that..saying i lack creativity and individuality..but i ask..am i given a chance to?that's why..all this is just a dream..an exhausted dream?or a dream that can never happen..a dream that i cannot reach form where i am now..or worse.cannot reach from wherever i may be?

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