i believe that someday...oneday...we will really be ashamed of what we are doing..what we will be doing and what we had been doing...i am amazed by the goodness of God and how He saved us by sending His Son down to die on the cross for us...it's still a thought that i cannot understand why...a thought that provokes a certain kind of response to it...be it of disdain or acceptance....a certain compelling force that pushes us to question it..it's validity before we are saved and then to marvel and stand in awe, still trying to reconcile with the fact that a God died for us....i think that the surroundings at the cross, the cries, the murmurs of the people, the curses of the soldiers and the jeers of the bloodthirsty...cannot hide..cannot overwhelm the solo of God's love.....a solo sung throughout eternity...a symphony orchestrated by God since the start of creation....a melody old yet new...constant yet fresh and different to us everyday..that's God's love....a love that knows no end....coming to terms with such love is truly amazing..getting swept off your feet..blown away by the wind....and i think it is the first attribute that most people cling to..hold to...because it is His love that holds so much attraction..the love He showed defines what is love..how it should be like...amazing...wonderful...inexplicable sensation....but i think while we ponder..try to understand what actually tool place..how and why...maybe we should try to unravel the greatest mystery of man...why people reject such love?