Monday, November 12, 2007
*.* friends *.*
exams are finally over:)send off curtis on sun.it was v sad though.realized that frenz are ptlly cant bear to leave:(mayb if we feel we are gettin further and further away from our friends and feel sad bout it, they cant be that far after all rite?aft all, we are touch by them and we feel for them.a true friend is one who understands my past, accaept my present and believes in my future. nxt yr really gotta change lots of frenz.so many new environments that i will be place in and its so scary to know that some of my close frenz are really not with me.its really quite sad.this yr, one pass away, 2 migrated to nz.wonder what will happen nxt yr to me?will i still be able to joke and play and talk and shared things with darius amos nat and wesley?or will i have to leave them for some decision i gonna make?do i still want to go study overseas nxt time?all alone?at least i have God and i tink that suffice. He is a fren night and day,always there for us, guarding us and best of all, He died for us.What magnitude of love! What solace found in the midst of solitude:) i'vs found a Friend O such a Friend
all power to Him is given
to guard me on my upward course and laed me safe to heaven
the eternal glories gleam afar
to guard mt faint endeavour
so now to atch to work to war
and then to rest for ever.
I needed Jesus @ | 5:52 PM
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Thursday, November 1, 2007
was reflecting last nite.den realized that sometimes the things i do really cause pain and hurt to ppl.sometimes tha actions taht i portary does not go with my emotions and feelings and thoughts.it seems so weird that thw ppl i liek the things i like are really what i want yet i act as if i dun wan them.it so wierd.it really hurts to see the ppl we like laevin or not reciprocratin our good intentins.it hurts to see the things we like to do slowly vanish away.it really makes me wonder who am i?what am i??really.we ought to cherish the things we have now.i really didn noe i cause so much hurt to people b4.i am really sorry.well.it seems that onli God noe who and what we are and the purrpose of where we are.it is in deed a blessin.well.such a sad reflection:(i stiill love myself though.really sorry for the misunderstandings of my feelins and mt emotions that ppl always seem to read.i am not good with handling emotions so pls stop tryin to infer who i like or what i likes.Lord Yo know my heart
You know i often stray my heart is much divided
grow in me Your love and mould me for the future Lod
for only You have been there
I needed Jesus @ | 8:56 PM
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