i don't know...maybe it's me only..but i can't helped it...and is it wrong to expect this much from myself?maybe..only i know the answer..somewhere deep inside me that i always fail to look into...fear?or just pure ignorance....
I needed Jesus @ | 5:19 AM
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Wednesday, January 21, 2009
i always wonder why the things we see aren't the things that really is...what we often form or formulate in our minds are not what is..but rather...what is to us....we tend to draw conclusions on issues and things base on what we know...no matter how limited our knowledge of that certain subject maybe...
that's the reason why we complain against God for not letting some things happen or fro some things that happened...i guess that the yardstick that we hold is temporal and carnal..not eternal...the sufferings that we go through now seems so long..so much..so over bearing...but the glory and comfort we are going to have in heaven is way better than what we are going through now...eternity against 100 years of life...where is the comparison?where does that leave us?do we actually shudder and acknowledge the fact that we are blessed?it serves to not only to mitigate the suffering but more than that, to endure it joyfully...knowing full well that what is unseen is eternal..and the promises that Christ gave us is reallt..eternal...the propensity of looking through the tainted glasses of the world is human and carnal..that's why we need to pray constantly...read the Bible constantly..so as to keep in tune with that which is above..that eternity will be what we focus on..not these ephemeral stuff..
I needed Jesus @ | 10:09 PM
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i can only imagine and wait expectantly....
I needed Jesus @ | 11:09 PM
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
i slept under the moon gaze and the stars last night..literally...and it was amazing...it goes to show that light can be present no matter how dark it is....the source of light never fails...that is like us and Christ...to shine no matter how dark the world is
I needed Jesus @ | 5:29 AM
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fiction is just the alteration of truth..of reality to boost the capacity of a human mind..to heighten creativity...to explore a realm of fantasy that no man ever physically experience..a gateway to an enchantment that numbs our senses to the real world....lastly..something that is fake and not real....
Christ is the truth and the reality....to touch the human heart and not the mind...to limit our own wisdom to depend on Him...to be assured of an eternal and future glory..a realm of pure delight and comfort..a gateway from all the world has to offer and to listen to words that save souls and not bodies..lastly..Christ is a character that is real and true...somebody that tread the paths that people tread these days...
i believe that Christ is more than a man...the essence of God in man could and will only be found in Him..what the world places on the pedestal..the fame,,wealth and other ephemeral possessions is what we need to place on the altar of sacrifice...in turn..what the world places on the altar..the cross to be exact..is what,or maybe who, that e need to place on the pedestal of our hearts..there is no mistake that God loves us..it boils down to a certain element called faith..to believe or not to believe..and to me, these faith is the only possession i want to be filled of...when i reach the gates of heaven..this element that kept me all these years will turn into something much more wonderful than any man has seen..
i always wanted to say this..say it out loud..i want my whole world to know..it's really coming from my heart and the feeling is more evident and pressing each day...
i love my church!!!!!!!!!the people..the things that we do..i love God..really...and if tears come down someday..i know i need not be ashamed of them..i really really love my church..both depot and amk...and i pray everyday that we will keep growing and shining..never leaving God's plan...never defeated by the world till Christ comes again...keep it going..it's our responsibility...and our burden to... I needed Jesus @ | 8:31 PM
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suddenly got an urge to write something here..the past few days had been fun...doing things that i won't do usually cos i got an extended holiday....haha..anw..to all the sec4s i know..be it i vs or in church..all the best for your o level results this
mon...pray to God and don't worry...the results are probably printed already and getting ready to be shipped to Singapore...i think the results are too much emphasised upon as it really determine where u go next....but i come to realize that results hold more meaning to it....it shows us not the aptitude to a certain extent but the attitude and the priorities that we had in the past four years.....also God is there...if a certain institution is meant for you...there will be no stopping His will unless we think otherwise...i did quite badly my o levels but still ended up in
VJC...i still don't know why...but it was really a humbling experience to know that
im not there yet...not with the best..i need to work so much more to reach that stage...sometimes it's God telling you that you are not looking,focusing on Him enough that u miss the whole point of the O levels..maybe even life....i know it's hard...there's going to be tears. crying..some joy and laughter..whatever the case...we must know the reason...and not fall where we fall again....it's just another blown up stage that we celebrate...so don't worry too much about it...haha..will be praying for all of you and i can be the listening ear if you need someone to talk to...God bless
I needed Jesus @ | 5:58 PM
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