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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

had i the heavens' embroidered cloths
enwrought with golden and silver light
the blue and the dim and the dark cloths
of night and light and the half light
i would spread the cloths under your feet:
but i, being poor, have only my dreams;
i have spread my dreams under your feet;
tread softly because you tread on my dreams
haha.the poem is super nice and so beautifully written to capture that moment of passion of a poor guy in love:)really nice cos its like a poor guy daring to love and declare his love for a girl that might be richer than him...really..sometimes i wonder if we really dare stand up for what we want and who we love..its quite clear now, that social classes and status are no longer chains that ensnares society and its not the yardstick we use to measure success or even civility sometimes..it really hits me hard..what am i doing in JC?is it because of my friends or future?thats a tough question that i tend to ignore to the best i can..what meaning in life are people searching for?the meaning of life in general?or a specific meaning for a specific time?:)quite deep a question to ponder about..questions that fills the perplexed mind of a 17 year guy....
anw..i think i am still abit better than my peers cos i have God and Jesus in my life:)really..its worth doing my best in everything for the glory that we can give to Him..not because He needs it..but because we want to give it to Him for all that He has done for us..the focus on Jesus places everthing into perspective from the moment we open our eyes to the moment it's close..the world will fall apart someday...but God will not....the purpose and meaning that people try to find in vain all encompasses on the same fact, same person, One God...no other meaning i rather have in my life...God and God alone..without Christ I AM NOTHING...

I needed Jesus @ | 7:08 AM


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Friday, July 25, 2008

i found very nice songs and videos on youtube:)bout God's matchlesss and unfailing love for each and everyone of us.haha.very moving..really..can cry..the words are so nice..written so beautifully to try show the little bit that we can comprehend about God's love...just feel like writin that God is really love..if any of you come across this blog and wishes to know more about this Great God who died on the cross for you..pls tag:)rmb that whatever happens..God is there looking,and this God, my God, my Saviour is mighty to save:)nothing is too difficult for Him if He can rise up from the dead after 3 days...God loves YOU:)if you ever had quetions in your mind about Him being so mighty yet still wanting to save you.maybe you are wondering whether this is possible, then pls,ask yourself first..are you willing to let HIm be your Saviour and King of your life...His hand is already stretched out to you,the question is:will you grab hold of it now?

no better Friend
no better Father
no greater King
no other Saviour
my only God
the Perfect Lover
here i am
my Lord

I needed Jesus @ | 4:03 AM


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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

haha.funally got time to write stuff...gospel rally over le..haha..quite sad though cos its really fun acting and being with frenz from amk..now dun have chance to really see them le..haha.had fun acting as a mummy's boy oso..tink i acted quite well la..juz realized im cute.!!!!!!!!!!haha.anw.thank god for His unbounding strength..:)

these few days in sch quite busy but fun..learn many things that could not be found in textbooks...like.youts like to get physical nowadays..esp the opposite gender..ppl like to tickle each other, hit each other and even lean on each other..haha..so wierd and i feel so out of place when ppl do that..haha.anw.read a poem saying that physiacl contacts dont last and how ephemeral this element of human relations can be:)really believe that only God and HE alone will last through the ages and not cahnge..haha..and realize that infatuations are really a painful experience..

trying to write a song for camp..trying my best to do well in my coming promos..trying my best be a good guy..trying my best for the Lord:)
the elegance of writing
the essence of a person's thought
the guardian of history
the means for diplomacy
the superficiality of people
all captured
all converge on pieces of paper
the beauty of written language
haha.like some super profound thing but its all crap to show how profound and fearfully astounding writning can be:)hahah


I needed Jesus @ | 6:54 AM


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Sunday, July 6, 2008

faith
faith, the unseen trust in an unseen God
the most powerful hope in an omnipotent God
it trancends this physical sphere
into the heavenly realms
the binding chord between my Father and me
the unspeakable bond, the unfailing truth
not i who believe but He that allows this belief
such great promise concealed in this little faith
the beauty of this substance
lies not in the way it works n
nor the mysteries of its nature
but rather
Your willingness in giving it to me
Lord
the One who died for me
i do not ask for mountain moving faith
nor extraordinary faith
but this simple faith
to hold Your hand and let You lead
to shut my eveys in darkness and trust in You
just keep it glowing
and through this little faith
the trust i have in You for all things
be it great or small
may You be seen in me
Amen

I needed Jesus @ | 9:29 PM


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