Monday, February 25, 2008
yay!!!!!!!!!!!i got into VJC. VICTORIA THY SON AM I!!!!! must really thank God for showing me such grace and mercy. thank Him for showing such a miracle, when all was lost, it became possible through Him.haha.thanx for all your prayers oso. hopefully i will be able to be a good testimony wherever i go. sch has been quite ok.fun at times and wierd with gals around.haha.some gal borrowed my shirt and returned it washed clean. with perfumes sprayed on it oso.haha.mayb that is the good things bout gals.lookin 4ward to the hols and my beloved brother is gonna POP le!!!!yay!!!!!!hopefully he gets where he wanna go to.and he gets to come home on weekdays.nites to slp beside me.hahahah.so long didn chat with him through the nite and i really miss that man.ONe and ONLy brother.forever the best and the best brother to me. i really envy him for being so talented in stuff, like studies music and havin the naughty boy look.haha.but well.i not jealous of him.in fact, i thank God for such a wonderful brother given to me.really.we are on par on other stuff la.hahaha.really wish that he stays happy always and always.that God will always and always be the centre of his life.i will be praying for him always:)that is such love between us that when one cries, the other taste salt.haha
i have learnt to let go.really. its too pain to secretly love some1. and i thnk i am too young.its pain though.but what to do.gave her so so so mant hints and then no response.so its ok.take it as a learnin and growin process of life.i believe that God will provide as long as i stay faithful to Him and pray bout it.i still think i hav feelins for her though.anw.Blessed be the name of the Lord
I needed Jesus @ | 4:40 AM
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Monday, February 18, 2008
posting today.got meridian jc.still in the process of appealing into VJC.quite glad that at least i can go MJC.hopefully can play soccer there:)suddenly feel that the sadness and hurt is gone, like some disapperance act.felling relaxed and happy though i didn get VJC.haha.guess its the mentality man.congrats to those who have done well!well, i guess its not too bad a result rite?after all, happiness does not exist if there is no sadness, same for success and failures. its just the same as the Cross. there wont be salvation for us if Jesus did not die on the cross for us!that is just life, the pain as well as the joy of life, being able to tastse victory as well as the bitterness. just like a relationship. so pain to be secretly loving someone but yet so thrilling to see that person smile back at you. no wonder `if'' is in the middle of l
ife.how unpredictable life can be????
anw.heres a song a friend gave me.
do they see Jesus in me
do they recognise Your face
do i communicate Your love and Your grace
do i reflect who You are
in the way i choose to be
do they see Jesus in me
beautiful words that clearly strike right at our hearts.its a question that we really ought to ask ourselves. so wherever i go, wherever He sends me, i just wanna live for Him and reflect who He truly is to the ppl around me.thats my prayer.thats why the pain is gone. God is good all the time.
I needed Jesus @ | 6:58 PM
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
colours are part of our life
black and white are logic
the rest areemotios
different colours cross our paper of life
who say we cant feel hurt?
who say we cant feel sad?
who said our colours are always bright?
do we realize God is the artist?
HE blends each colour together
each stroke is a master stroke
turning our lives into a beautiful picture
what makes things unique?
its difference and not similarity
that's why we are different
because we are unique
signed by the Artist
own precious
blood
I needed Jesus @ | 2:27 AM
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
starting to feel bit comforted now.though the results seriously still scars my memory.it truly and surely darkens my otherwise colourful sec sch life-the frenz, minor relationships, laughter and joy:(haix.starting to realize that wat the world sees me, wat they deem as successful may not be the same way God sees me.David was a sheperd boy before becomin a mighty king of isreal, a man after God's own heart. i believe that one day i will be complete in Him, in the One who died for me, One with HIMSELF i cannot die. dont know why i cried but it sure does make me feel better. it highlights the point that when i am weak, God's strenght is made perfect. through my weakness, then i can feel and lean on His endless strength.anwe thanx ppl for your encouragement man.really appreciate them.really.there is no better place than to be amongst like-minded Christians who love the Lord.anw.jux a song."
Complete"
Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord.
Your love that never ends
Restores me again
So I lift my eyes to you Lord
And by faith, I will walk on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day,
And I will be complete in..
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again
So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And I pray I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in
I will be complete in
I will be complete in You
I needed Jesus @ | 10:06 PM
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